Luv.
I was strong before but grew weaker after too much obstacles.
I was an addict & you hate seeing me drowning.
But too stress makes me even weaker & my addiction grew like wildfire.
I wasn't strong like the old me.
The old me that i was cheerful, bubbly & the one you love when you set your eyes on me.
I don't know what was going through my mind.
My life turn shipwreck & i thought i was losing you.
A slip & i fall on the ground.
You told me to stop.
Stop it right now.
You told me that i had to change.
I really wanted to change, i was afraid of losing you.
You meant the world to me.
But why? wasn't i addicted to you?
I wonder.
Was our relationship a mistake?
But no fight that kept us apart.
We threw tantrums, we hurt each other but our hearts remain as one deep inside.
I told, i vow that i'll stop, that i try to become a butterfly.
& be strong.
20 months you held through me.
Twenty long months, all the shit that came though you were patience.
Patience enough that you won over my family's hearts.
Your endurance i admired & i respect.
Your tolerance that kept us together.
The hurt was my fault.
Now i would like to fly high, but not like the plane, but like the butterfly.
Like the butterfly you told me to be.
Like the butterfly with full of colours.
I'm happy to be named yours.
I'm glad that i met you.
I'm satisfy that you change for me & for us.
I appreciate Radhi that you're apart of me & part of you.
I LUV YOU the way you change me.
Thankyou DEAREST BOYY;
♥♥♥, Sunday, October 24, 2010 1:55 PM
Myself: Natashakid^^.
Dated:♥16-02-2009♥
